Shocks of bright red lead to... nothing. Blood never even touched the pad I was wearing last night, and there was nothing but the brown streaky remains of whatever last night's event was this morning.
And here I am again. Waiting for an ultrasound, probably tuesday.
Why not go in today or tomorrow, Justonemore? Honestly, it won't be conclusive. Today I'm 5+6, tomorrow I'm 6+0. Both days sort of on the cusp of when you can see something good. Tuesday I will be 6+5, and there will either be a baby with a heartbeat in my uterus, or there won't be. If I learned tomorrow that things didn't look good, say, there was an empty gestational sac in there, well, what good would this do me? I would still have to go to Jury Duty on Friday. This weekend would still be a Memorial Day Holiday Weekend where I have Monday off. I am still home with my family.
If I saw I had a SCH, well, I would be told to lay around with my feet up. Well, after this scare, I will do that one way or another.
No, I am just going to keep to my schedule as planned. All that's different is that I'm headed to my tuesday ultrasound much more solemnly than I might have. The blood has forced me to face that I am for now pregnant - and later may not be - head on.
Well this is certainly encouraging but of course holding my breath along with you. Xo
ReplyDeleteI bled early on with my now 13 yo. It was unexplained and went away after a couple days. Keep the faith. Thinking of you.
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