Monday, May 19, 2014
Still waiting part deux.
It's Day 37 since my miscarriage, and I write to you from the land of the insane. Can I whine a little? Because seriously, the clock is tick-tocking away as my body tries to figure out what the fuck to do next. I know, I know, a period after a natural miscarriage can generally come anywhere between 4-6 weeks later (according to Dr. Google at least). I am somewhere in week 5 with nothing but a slightly blood-tinged piece of toilet paper to show for it (Yes. I did need to share that because it only exemplifies the crazy). And I can't imagine that a wall of scar tissue has suddenly formed over my cervix without any of the trauma of a D&C, so I am going to assume that my hormones are just completely out of whack. And I am currently only a week off of my plan to resume the baby-making. But any more of this waiting and I swear..... I will just start to cry like a baby.