All of this insecurity is heightened by not having a plan. Dr. Cuddles is pretty convinced my next step is IVF with PGD. While this may be true, it is an unattainable goal for us financially. Personally, I would love to try a few cycles of timed intercourse with femara or injectables. Or at least use up the clomid pack I have on my dresser. And I know in my heart I have to start the search for another RE who will be willing to work with me (they are supposed to work with you after all).
One good thing is that I have gone full throttle on my new fertility diet. I am slamming almonds and sunflower seeds like they're nobody's business. I am starting each day with a smoothie that includes almond milk, blueberries, flaxseed and kale. I've lost two pounds and it's not even been a full week of this.
TLC is on the agenda this weekend. In addition to teaching a zumba class and spring cleaning my house this weekend, I plan to re-read a few of my comfort books on RPL and infertility. These include:
Inconceivable, by Julia Indichova
More on these later, but I'll suggest that if you're in the middle of some serious baby blues, these titles could help.
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