This is fascinating. I see very clearly that your soul, and [Viking] and [Niblet]'s souls - all three of you - had what I call a "contract" with another spirit to enter your family. But somehow, that contract wasn't honored. And now your souls have set forward for new goals for your family unit. Everyone is ready to move on to being a family of three.
... He needs to understand what miscarriages do to you. You have not adequately conveyed the depth of the losses. The hormonal swings.....Your body cannot handle another loss or another aborted pregnancy of a very sick baby. I am not saying that there is a door closed to adoption, or bringing in another member to your family that way, but biologically, that door has closed.